What's meant to be will always find a way

Of course I will miss you. It's all I will do.

It's hard to let someone leave you for such a long time. I mean, it's hard to accept all this things. The distance, oh the fucking distance. He is not an anybody, he means a lot for me. He did a lot for me. He helped me a lot. When I was ruined he was the first person who made me smile, who kissed me with such a passion. Oh My God, I just can't accept his leaving. We had such a beautiful holiday, It was the best. I'm not conscious yet about his leaving. It's the last day we spend together, tomorrow morning he leave for months. Years maybe, but i can't see him just for a few weeks this year. It's so hard, I am so scared about everything. I just want to have him behind me at every step. This leaving maybe is the New Year's challenge or our relationship's challenge. We are together for almost four years. I won't let this love to die. I promise that distance won't make us to break up. I will miss you, my dear love.